The other night I played softball for the first time in about six weeks.
There was a time in my life when my whole week revolved around the two hours I played softball.
Nowadays, I can only get out to the late games that take place after my young kids’ bedtime. And of course, I’m fine with that.
When I got out there, the game felt familiar but also different.
Our manager stuck me in at leadoff despite having missed so much time this season. I walked to start the game and came around to score.
When I trotted out to my familiar position, left centerfield, I got the sense that some of the newer guys on the team were questioning why this old guy who hasn’t been here in six weeks is taking up space in the outfield normally occupied by one of them.
But I reassured them I’d relinquish LCF next week when the schedule called for an early game.
I also recognized the zeal of the younger guys, which I used to have. One was advocating for crazy defensive shifts. Another was complaining that he was batting too low in the order. One guy was jawing with the opposing pitcher over nonsense.
I used to do all of those things; now I do (mostly) none of them.
It was good to get out there and contribute to a win. Being away made me appreciate it a little more. I’m not sure I “need” softball the way I used to, but I’m glad to know it’s still there when I do.
Good for you – getting out there & recognizing the changing needs.
Enjoy !
So how was your performance in LCF?